I said a prayer today. My heart is on the line. I am sincere in my desire. Please answer this in time.
It is your will and not my own, I have known this all of my life. Somehow, my heart is leaping past all that I know to be true and hold dear to my heart, for this one desire. You say all things work together for my good and You know I love you. So, why doesn’t this feel any good for me. Why does this feel so damn hard, and stressful, and heavy, and too much, and the most. Much more than I want to bear.
I am left with this one conclusion. Fortify my heart or take this desire away. Change it in to something different, more useful. More beneficial.
Help me to see because when I look around, clearly, my eyes are closed because I don’t see all these “good” things working on my behalf. Grant me patience. Grant me serenity. Please be patient while I am relearning to trust as my usual trusting self has vacated the confinements of my heart.
I pray these things…
This is my prayer today